This morning's crave;

Dawn comes
I sit facing the wharf
I see trash, I see garbage
But they luk so beautiful in blue morning light,
Ah the sun the bringer of fresh promises, cleanser of the night of foul flesh n mind;
With her light, my demons cry away to sleep, n I sleep, tears hot n wet soakin my cheeks
I sleep clingin to a warmth I so wish was my woman, my saviour, my soil of sorrow, sin and soul(sole) contentment;
The wharf is cold n blue, but I love t in the cold n blue, the water metallic, bathes everything in the sun’s fresh milk
I sit as the crows start flying out of their nests, elsewhere life begins for yet another day,
Many won’t live tomoro, many might be come, I will pain n ache thru today;
But this morning’s promise I ll keep;
In her wonderful bosom I ll sleep;
Only today; only now; only for her;

pheww..!!! and tears...

wind blows over the lush grassland;

i luk golden in the evening sun;

a guitar or song i don have

id want to sing it tho;

strangers' faces crowd around in my memory;

loves who came n went;

people who touched me on so many levels, yet never loved me;

sometimes i sit n wonder if anyone knew me, or loved me, cos they never knew me

how can u love something which u never new;

i new ppl i barely met, i loved ppl who were strangers to me;

and i loved them for what they were to me;

i sit now here and with just one witness to this besides this caressing breeze;

the sun;

i sit n luk around me, y am i doing this - God !!

y am i playing ur fool, after i ve played the villain n the hero,

it is the most painful part of ur play

and ur there miles away

watchin' me, smilin at me from behind the sun's disc

i am left pickin up the pieces after u ve left me here;

i was wrong, i can't remember how, prolly that kills me u know;

i donno wat i am doing here...

every morning i am wat u want me to be;

every evening i m wishing wat i want to be;

and i got strangers all; lukin at me from a distance;

and me here missing u;

Lady don't break my heart..!!!

I see u stand over there by the fire;

in ur red gown n wet lashes, ur eyes boast a mystery;

ur hair wet as if u were a mermaid; i look over at u from across the room;

my heart skips a beat, i know ur waiting for someone;

i wish it was me;

i walk upto u and u do not even see me..

i stand there and luk at u; my heart beating in my mouth;

my eyes are turning black inside from needing u all over me;

u speak but i cant hear, ur words are drowned out in the black pools inside ur eyes;

my breaths are painful, escaping,

i reach out and gently caress ur chin, my eyes now flaming, i come near you to taste ur breath;

like wine, and tear-stains, i feel like coming home plunging into ur breath...

"i need you", i can't say, but i need you!!!

ur hair, ur eyes, ur neck, ur arms, i could die from watching u n worshiping you;

and not know it;

no words, only breaths exchanged, i pick u up i my arms, as i head out through the door,

my eyes, urs, mix strange, primal promises;

tonight i shall die happy...inside you..~~~

Some song

This is a song i'd heard when i was a kid, i'd want to sing it to that special someone not around now anyways..





I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when your not there

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two hour bath
And how you convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me

I like to imitate old Jerry Lee
And watch you roll your eyes when I'm slightly off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen hundreds of times

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me

And I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they all come down to one reason
I could never live without you

I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me
Oh baby I love the way you love me

And i slept like a babe..!!

Her hair smelt like the daisies in her pond;
Her neck smelt like her warmth;
As she turned in bed to face me,
Her lips parted and I saw the pearls in her mouth;
Her eyes were warm, deep oceans that whirled wildly with a twinkle in them;
Her breath tasted like the liquid of life;
Her mouth made me hard, so hard and strong,
I felt her hair now, this morning, when the sun streamed thru;
To warm our sweat stained mattress;
I rose n fell like a ship in the waves of a warm, ocean;
She rose with her lips touching mine;
Her fingers, womanly clenched my scalp;
Her breath was my drink,
Her weakness my strength;
My cry of heart was her song;
Her legs that quivered mine;
Were treasured deep within my memory;
Her cry was the last thing I heard before I plunged into silence;
Darkness, painful peace;
But I swam deeper, I wanted to escape;
I swam, till I fell dead from her;
My mermaid had mated me for life;
My life was now a sweaty open weak book ,
She read it, closed it, now she would throw me in the shelves of her brain
And forget about me;
I lay in the bed n darkness;
I lay in wait for the silence to come n blanket me;

Broken Roads..!!!

The vast spaces of land in the cold night seemed endless
The stars shone in the violet sky;
My love was waiting me at home;
I remembered her smile;
It caused a twisted pain in my heart;
She waited as she might now have;
Tossed her hair back; waiting;
Her eyes fixed in the distance; the small bloody heart
Punching against her supple bosoms;
Her arms tied in a knot;
Her eyes an ocean of depth, lust, and mystery;
She may have tossed her hair back again;
The lands sprawled ahead of endless;
The stars formed her shape, her smile, in the nights, and I walked on by;
Through the broken roads,

Siberian Evenings..!!

Thru the cold I froze;
Shivered and shriveled,
The night seemed endless,
So did the winds that showered me in ice;
I lay frozen
U came
In ur warm bosom I remembered love;
In ur darkness, I remembered home;
Ur heart made me beat;
Ur arms around my head gave me my life;
The tears froze over my eyes;
As I lay in white
For miles of miles; there was but you; and nobody else;
In this cold evening in Siberia