im naked..cold wet drops hit me slipping from the grey sky..the breeze across the green waves of velvet grass makes my naked crotch tingle n grow hard...im still not free..something still plays in the back of my mind like a refrain of a a piano note.. I am worried i wanna cry..i am lonely.. but is that my only problem.do i want somebody to be with, share with, wil tat solve my issues in life...there s more..i may not it with conviction..but yet i know..11 i know.. i ve tried everything..almost actually...yet that is such a great hi..that almost spurs me on cos i wanna see wat is at the end of each hole n burrow..inquisitive..yes. tired yes.every endeavour seems to end in pain no matter how conflicting my views r with those in the world...rewarding and refreshing at first..jading.and tainting later thru..tired yes..inquisitive yes...its not a free world...the ties are in my head..SOMEDAY I LL REALISE..someday...i want a woman who can make me forget everything...rather than remind me anything. the former's s a mistress, the latter s a wife..hmm..stupid..stupid..is all i can say