breeezeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........

Ben a vile now...that i ve ben walking these roads thru many streets, walking alone, sometimes missing someone to walk with, sometimes wishing i was alone and forever free
Missing a companion, someone even a dog, someone who'd always be by my side, unflinching, someone solid, someone who would never leave no matter what i was upto...
ben stupid. ben wise, when it all comes down to it, i am lonely and i do enjoy it,
any girl would nt make me happy, some girls would do...hehehhe...
Sometimes in the nite when ur face is hot from the pain and the tears...the breeze speaks to you...
caresses your face...soothes u down...lets u lie on her bosom...dries up ur tears..makes me complete..without a word spoken....a company like that...undemanding...unquestioning...unflinching....like a bed of cold space...within u.....
always there for u....how perfect is that.... its all i want....all i ever wanted

huhhhhhh

25 years of age....25 years of age.....motha uckin hell..25 years i don even no who i am...d u realise that ...people my age r settling down having babies getting screwed in their own way...i m here..shit scattered all over my mind...screaming for help...insane.......
jus crying out loud...falling in love...with some of the most beautiful women in the world...and making sure they r well and truly engaged to someone else....huh 25 years of doing some absolutely crazy shit....
im still in love cant help it....jus cant... i fall in love with all forms of life...i do..dogs, leaves, trees, women, the nights with breeze, the longer i live, the fucked upper i become...
jus plain without a grid... i hate most people..cos they r either dumb stupid or they don have my view on well everything....
im gonna kill somebody or myself.....

so insane and then i got brothers who donno a fuck abt me....who tell me they love me...i no i shud be grateful...i shud...but still s nt it all fake..y am i cryin...cos there is no hope?
no hope ?
no hope ?
no hope ?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar
wat if its true..i donno

my god my god...my god...help me...help me....




help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
i hate em all stupid earth motherfuckers...hate em all...fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu


o wait happy b day to well a bein.....




aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh