huhhhhhh

25 years of age....25 years of age.....motha uckin hell..25 years i don even no who i am...d u realise that ...people my age r settling down having babies getting screwed in their own way...i m here..shit scattered all over my mind...screaming for help...insane.......
jus crying out loud...falling in love...with some of the most beautiful women in the world...and making sure they r well and truly engaged to someone else....huh 25 years of doing some absolutely crazy shit....
im still in love cant help it....jus cant... i fall in love with all forms of life...i do..dogs, leaves, trees, women, the nights with breeze, the longer i live, the fucked upper i become...
jus plain without a grid... i hate most people..cos they r either dumb stupid or they don have my view on well everything....
im gonna kill somebody or myself.....

so insane and then i got brothers who donno a fuck abt me....who tell me they love me...i no i shud be grateful...i shud...but still s nt it all fake..y am i cryin...cos there is no hope?
no hope ?
no hope ?
no hope ?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar
wat if its true..i donno

my god my god...my god...help me...help me....




help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
i hate em all stupid earth motherfuckers...hate em all...fuck youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu


o wait happy b day to well a bein.....




aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh