Orphan'd.....

I woke remembering u today;

the sunlight hurt my eyes;

my tears stayed wrinkled across my wet cheek;

i no ur far away, never will u be mine....

my bed's empty

my heart breaks as i wake

every morning some new piece breaks...

i shatter it in your memory;

i wish t was broken less;

i can't think of wat to do....

I'm lost; wandering through the nights in ur memories;

whores that i sleep with to ease the pain of ur loss;

ur fingers that i kissed, now is a cold unfamiliar pillow

ur eyes that i looked into is my wall now

ur arms that i'ad adored is but empty space...

ur smile that i waited on is but just a fading memory

my loss is real, my tears real

s but gone, an era of joy, now plunged in darkness, blinded by sorrow..

stung by the cold

i shall remember u in my dark, deserted heart

strange cos i am just a visitor here;

of pain and better days..lie the wasteland

and the sun shines through the dew of my eyes;

pain....black, gray, wet pain.....i would have held on to you till the end of my world...

onward i go abandoned..