i fell in love long time ago...cos i thot the hardest hit anyone could ever take was to be to shunted
and i did get shunted..got wrecked..got gutted...now after the rigorous war of stayin alive..i look around and i see barren land...did i fight for this...

love can put u in so much pain..that feelin alive become a necessity and u thot the only one that can give u a break of LAIFE was ur girl..damn that was a high

but now..the drudgery s killin me..and s killin me...drivin me towards insanity....absolute insanity from disillusion...i no disillusion is the part of life..but m too scared too meet it..because its like the thar..wud i get out of it
whats on the other side...damn im too tired thinkin..i wanna feel alive ...jus jump off a fuckin tree or smthin..or even an aircraft...feel near life..i guess it do me some good...i don no leseee